Category: Writing Kink

Posts that cross both my areas of interest

The Club

Another of my short stories for you all, well part of one anyway 😉


 

Adjusting the tiny black, leather mini skirt to ensure no one can see there’s nothing underneath I walk into the club, my red high heels clicking against the foyer floor even over the beat of the music from inside.

I know you’ll be beside the bar, but as I stalk over I don’t look in your direction. When the barman brings my drink I slip the straw between my red painted lips and watch the room. I can feel your eyes on me and lean back against the bar, my skirt sliding a little higher.  This time I don’t adjust it, let the world see what’s beneath, as long as you do too.

I place my bottle on the polished wood surface, the stain of my lips visible on the clean white plastic of the straw, and walk back towards the exit. Your gaze burns into my skin and knowing you watch me so intently excites me.

I smile to the doorman and slip into the alleyway beside the club. I slow my steps, listening intently. Not hard enough though, as your hand pulls my hair backwards I feel your lips on my neck, then your teeth.

“You’re such a tease, you know that?” Your voice is low and hard, just as I can feel you are, digging in between the cheeks of my exposed ass. My skirt has ridden up way beyond decency.

Something soft covers my eyes and I feel your hand snake between my legs.

“I knew you’d be wet for me. Don’t say a word, just walk.”

Your strong hand pushes me forward, resting in the small of my back to guide me. I can hear the sound of a car unlocking a few feet ahead of us, and your voice barely above a whisper in my ear.

“Get in the car, quickly, your pussy is on show for all to see and you’re being watched.”

When you open the door, I fumble into the seat, trying to keep myself covered but knowing it’s not working, whoever is watching can see everything I have. When you reach across to clip in the seat belt I feel the gentle bite again my nipple, the low cut top I’m wearing giving no protection. The second bite is harder and I gasp in pain and excitement.

I cross my legs to ease the burning ache between them as the engine roars into life.

“Oh, nearly forgot something.” I can hear the laughter in your voice.

Your strong hands pull my legs apart, fingers robing into the wetness, something hard and sphere shaped is pushed inside my, you don’t take care to be gentle, there’s no need I’m so ready for you, then a second connected object follows. Then they start to vibrate and my fingers dig into the seat, my teeth gritted to prevent myself crying out.

“I’m going to take you to the middle of nowhere bitch, then I’m going to cane you until your arse is red raw, and fuck you on the bonnet of the car. And I don’t care who sees you. You’re about to learn what happens to little girls who tease.”

As you start to drive it’s all I can do to stop myself orgasming there and then, the vibrations, the fullness and what’s coming next…

Is the world ready for truthful representation of kink?

#Pitmad was quite a good one for me back in June (for anyone who doesn’t know it’s a twitter pitch party where you pitch your novel in 140 characters or less to agents and publishers) I got a good few ❤ and I was feeling positive. Out went my novel full of hope and excitement, again.

Then in come the rejections, (okay 2/8, all is not lost yet lol), and it got me thinking. I would be inclined to think my writing just isn’t good enough, but that 85k words of torture were critted to hell and back by the best critiquers Scribophile has to offer (I recommend that site wholly to any one wanting to publish). I’ve been told over and over again that its good, the story arc is strong, characters strong and writing eventually after more edits than I can count strong. Yet constantly the rejection emails bounce back, true to form. Now sure a novel based heavily on some quite intense BDSM scenes is not to everyone’s taste, but on a 3 chapter sample, no agent has actually read them. Is the synopsis of the storyline what could be holding me back?

Is the fact my leading lady is strong, independent, powerful and submissive too much for people to deal with? I have to wonder if I’d made her a weak little sapling would it have drawn more interest. The fact my Dominant male is actually quite meek and mild-mannered not sitting right with people who have an “ideal” image of BDSM in their heads?

Now ignoring again the fact it could just be my writing, could it be the world just isn’t ready to have its stereotypical goalpost moved? Is it possible that the fact people have an image of what a Dom and sub are is what makes them feel safe and secure in the knowledge they are “normal”?

Accepting the truth of the fact a woman can be strong and submissive, a man gentle and Dominant would mean re-evaluating everything they think they know about kink. It would mean they would have to consider that in actual fact we are “normal” too. That anyone can have a kinky side. Is it just too scary to imagine their teacher, best friend, mechanic might actually be depraved creatures they fear?

Is the stereotype created simply so people can sit comfortably knowing none of their friends and acquaintances are odd, or engaging in disgusting acts. Or is it because maybe, if we challenge the stereotype, they have to challenge their own desires?

When we go into new relationships, no one ever questions if their prospective new partner likes sex. Yet if they like kinky sex is not only a question many would think twice about asking, it’s also one that could see the check being called  for before you’ve finished your appetisers.

For years people have argued the most homophobic of people may be gay themselves, the most racist ignorant of peoples backgrounds, cultures and believes, is it the same for kink? Do people fear they too may be submissive, sadist, Dominant, and only by convincing themselves submissives are weak, Dominants cruel that they can reassure themselves they are “normal”.

Does normal even exist, or is that too a myth we invent so we can neatly catagorise ourselves with the rest of society through fear of being ostracised for being different.

Are we getting too lazy for real sex?

I cant help but notice recently the rise in requests for cams, sexy pictures and dirty messages. Nice to know I warrant such messages of course, but whatever happened to actual meetings, coffee, dinner and the real thing?

Have we got too lazy to make the effort for the real thing when the internet means we can find our own porn stars to perform for us? Surely though, that can’t compete with actually finding someone you connect with to sleep with? When did porn stop being something we use to enhance a relationship, or because we don’t have one? When did it replace, relationships and actual sex?

Is a rise in people not wanting one night stands causing this? Is it just too messy when you don’t want a relationship, so cyber sex fills a gap with no risk? Or are we becoming a generation so lost in online contact were forgetting how to actually interact with people we take a liking to?

I can’t help but think we lead such busy lives, so complicated that we cant find the time to make actual relationships, our schedules don’t allow the face to face interaction, not to mention the joys of internet mean we discover people further afield that the next town.

Is meeting too complicated to take from messages we can take time to think over, to being put on the spot and having to show our real selves? Is that the fear? The thought who we really are might not be up to standard, that we might be rejected or disliked. Is fear and nervousness overtaking our senses and our lives?

This kind of follows on from my previous post, the urge for hook ups and lack of respect. we take a look, find someone attractive and then want naked pictures. We’re losing our ability to make connections to people, to see beyond their bodies, the hidden pleasure that is getting inside someones mind.

Is it really just me, because I’m pretty sure I get a lot more out of sex when i know what makes a person tick, how to get inside their head. I want to have sex and then a conversation in between before round two.

Virtual reality sex may make it big yet, then we could eliminate interaction all together. Is contact doomed?

 

Scarlet, the Huntsman and the Wolf

Tonight as a change to my usual rambling about crap, I decided I’d share some of my writing with you instead.

This is NOT for the faint hearted, it’s a graphic sexual retelling of little red riding hood, and the wolf will be making an appearance, you have been warned!


 

Scarlet, the Huntsman and the Wolf

 

 

Scarlet stood in front of her dressing table, a large mahogany beauty that filled the cramped space. She smiled to herself as she brushed out her long blonde hair, letting it tumble free around her shoulders. Adjusting her breasts so they almost spilled over her tightly fitted red bodice she winked at her reflection. She threw her cloak over her shoulders fastened the silver clasp and raised the hood, hiding her appearance. At twenty-two, she was a beautiful woman who knew the power of her body.

When she reached the bottom of the stairs of her family’s small cottage, she retrieved a wicker basket of baked goods her mother had prepared. “I’m going to see gran,” she called out to anyone who was listening.

“Make sure you’re home before dark and stick to the trails,” a soft but warm voice responded.

Rolling her eyes at the warning she received every time, Scarlet left the house. She had no intention of keeping to the pebbled paths, and even less of actually visiting her gran. It was the huntsman, with his rough hands and stubbled good looks she planned to seek out.

As soon as the trees obscured her from view of the cottage, she loosened her cloak, revealing her milky flesh to anyone who might care to see it. She was only sorry the soft ground of the woods made heels impossible; her flat pumps didn’t show her legs to their full advantage in her opinion.

It wasn’t long before she heard the steady thunk of an axe splitting wood and knew she’d found her mark. Adjusting her ample chest once more, so the pale pink surrounding her nipples was just visible, she crossed the long grass to where the sound came from.

The huntsman’s trained ears heard Scarlet moments before he saw her, and what a sight she was. It wasn’t the first time he had seen her. The last time had been by pure accident, but it wasn’t a meeting he would soon forget. He taken her up against a tree, quickly and roughly, the gashes in his hands from the bark has taken days to heal. She’d loved every minute, as had he, but this time he planned to savour her.

“Well, well.” He smiled. “A young lady like you shouldn’t be alone out here. You never know who’s lurking… or what they might do to you.”

“So I’ve heard, Sir. I must remember to be more careful.” She returned his grin and didn’t slow her steps towards him. When she was just centimetres away, close enough to taste the delicate perfume she used, the axe dropped to the floor and the huntsman’s empty hands grabbed Scarlet’s waist.

Pulling her body into him, he kissed her hard. His tongue probing her mouth roughly. She returned his kisses with equal fervour, she was not as sweet and innocent and she liked to portray. Within moments the huntsman had her laid on the ground beneath his weight and was pulling at the laces on her bodice like a starved man about to be fed.

Moments later Scarlet’s unhindered breasts were exposed to the cool breeze, her nipples hardened at the sudden chill and the huntsman groaned at the sight. His fingers pulled and twisted the erect flesh, making them harden further still and causing Scarlet to writhe beneath him. Kneading one breast roughly, he took the other in his mouth, his course facial hair scratching against the skin, turning the smooth white a rosy red. He bit down on the tender flesh, softly at first then harder. Scarlet bucked and moaned, pushing herself into his face. His nails scratched at the perfect skin, and the huntsmen took a moment to marvel at the red tramlines left in their wake. He moved his lips to the other breast, teasing the nipple between his teeth, pulling it into his mouth until it was as hard as his straining erection.

Keeping his mouth at her sensitive breasts his hands roamed downward, her midi skirt already pushed up to her waist with the bucking of her hips. His harsh fingers soon found the sopping wet panties. Grinding his palm against Scarlet’s sex with all the force of kneading bread she moaned loader as he bit down at the same time.

Sitting back on his laurels the huntsman admired the sight beneath him. Her legs opened wide, the smooth pussy was clearly visible through the now see though underwear. He tore the material from her body and pushed her legs open wider. With one hand on her chest, he pinned her to the ground, the other explored the hot wetness that waited for him. Her clit was as hard as her now reddened nipples he would have sworn it vibrated with need. Pinching the tiny bud between his fingers his mouth found her breasts again and sucked at them hungrily.

He took his time, rubbing, pinching and flicking at her aching clit while teasing one nipple then the other. The more she moaned, cried and bucked the firmer his touch became. If she liked it rough, he was more than happy to oblige. The callouses on his hands only increased Scarlet’s pleasure, the tough skin excited her most delicate area.

Caressing her soaking folds with his fingers, he slipped two inside her easily. He wasted no time thrusting them in and out of until she bucked beneath him wildly. He showed no mercy as he abused her pussy, roughly bringing her to the brink of orgasm. He slowed his thrusts teasing her g-spot until her excitement shone between her thighs. Her breath came in short gasps and the huntsmen knew she was close. He withdrew his fingers and she cried out in frustration, writhing on the ground, desperate for release.  Seconds later when he slammed three fingers inside her, her cries turned to screams of ecstasy. Scarlet came heavily, soaking his hand and the grass beneath them.

When her sated body finally stilled on the ground, the huntsmen pulled free his erection. Pushing his charges legs open wider with his knees, he buried himself fully inside Scarlet in a single thrust. His wait had made him harder than she remembered and she raised her hips to meet him thrust for thrust. He slid in and out of her wet sex smoothly building towards a climax for both of them. As his drives became deeper and faster he bit down on her breast until she exploded around him and his seed was spent inside her.

They lay on the grass breathing heavily, their bodies worn and sleepy. Such was her comfort with her own body Scarlet didn’t even try to rearrange her clothes to cover herself. Despite the coolness of the breeze, the sun was warm on their bodies and they dozed side by side.

Half-asleep Scarlet was startled to feel something hot, wet and rough against her pussy, not sure if she was dreaming or awake she allowed herself to succumb to the feelings it evoked deep in her stomach. Only when her brain registered the snores of the huntsman did it occur to her that the warm wetness was too rough, too long and lapping at her swollen pussy too deeply.

Hardly daring to look down a scream strangled itself in her throat when she saw the shaggy head of a wolf between her legs. Trying to scrabble backwards away from the animal she froze when it looked up at her. Baring its teeth it growled throatily, then licked its wet muzzle. Terrified, Scarlet was unsure if her legs would bare her weight, and even more unsure of what the animal would do if she ran. She carried on trying to inch backwards, twigs and small rocks digging into the flesh of her buttocks.

Almost four feet away, she was convinced she could escape, just a few more feet and then she could make a run for it. The wild creature had other ideas. Springing forward it pinned her to the ground, its paws on her chest, the thick claws digging into the round flesh of her breasts. She cried out in fear, and thanks to the remaining sensitivity of the huntsman’s ministrations the lash of arousal. The animal held her to the ground and dipped its head between her legs once more. Hungrily lapping at the juices flowing from her pussy, the mix of both her and the huntsman didn’t deter the animal. Its long rough tongue licked inside and out. Long drawn out strokes against her pulsing clit, then short sharp stabs deep inside her.

Despite her fear and revulsion, Scarlet felt her pussy moisten once more; it knew no difference between what touched it, only that it ached for more. With no idea what else to do, she lay her head back on the grass and closed her eyes, widening her legs she saw only once choice. Enjoy what the creature did until it bored and she could escape.

The wetter her folds became the more the animal seemed to enjoy its task. Its attentions focused on her opening, lapping each drop of juice. Probing deeply inside her for more. The long tongue seemed to reach parts of her no one else ever had. The roughness drove her body to shake and gasp.  Opening her eyes, Scarlet was shocked to find the huntsman not only watching, but also pleasuring himself at the same time.

“Help me,” she whispered to him.

Not even breaking his grip or stride, he continued to masturbate to the sight before him. “There’s no stopping him, girl. Be good, and he’ll leave you be when he’s spent.” Grinning the huntsman moved toward her. “Might as well enjoy the show. Open your mouth, there’s a good girl.”

Doing as she was told, Scarlet allowed the huntsmen to push his member past her lips; she sucked at him hungrily while feeling her orgasm building. She tried not to gag as he forced himself deeper into her mouth, he was pulling her legs open wider, almost painfully so. The wolf’s licking was becoming more frantic, less controlled and Scarlet feared what might come next. As uncontrolled as it may be, the wolf had a habit of lashing out at her overly sensitive clit so she almost burst many a time. When her orgasm finally erupted, it was as though the wolf became crazed. It licked and nipped at her opening, trying to taste every drop of her come. When he forced his tongue further inside her, his teeth grazed her clit so she exploded almost instantly again.

When the licking stopped, the huntsmen too pulled away.

“Are you ready, girl?” he asked.

“For what?” Scarlet’s eyes widened at the wolf in front of her. It was moving forward, standing over her body, its huge cock, erect and like nothing she had seen before. Bigger than any mans, it was twice as thick and the base thicker and rounder still.

“He’s going to fuck you. Do not struggle those teeth could tear you apart. And so could its dick.”

The animal lowered its hindquarters, trying to stab itself inside Scarlet. Missing it barked in frustration. The huntsmen obviously dying to see the girl fucked by the wild animal came to its rescue. Holding her legs wide and shoving his jacket under her hips to raise them, he guided the animal into her waiting pussy. Despite his large girth, there was no gentle easing into her. As soon as the animal felt itself touching the wetness, it plunged in deeply. Scarlet screamed out as the animal stretched her pussy wide. Her lips ached with the force, her thighs screamed in protest. Within seconds, the animal was pumping itself inside her furiously. The pain of being stretched so wide was soon forgotten by Scarlet and the fullness inside her touched every sweet spot she had. Her body rose to another orgasm, and another after than in quick succession.

When the animal finally came, that too caused Scarlet to erupt herself, the hot seed jetted inside her, spilling out she was full. When the animal pulled out, he paused only a second before running back to wherever it came. Scarlet’s body ached with the roughness.

“Well my girl, you were a lucky find,” the huntsmen said. “Now my turn to finish off, then you’re coming home with me. I’m not done with you and I’m hoping he’ll be back for more as well.”

As the huntsman buried himself in her soaking pussy, Scarlet couldn’t help but hope for the same, only she hoped he bought friends too.

 

Never let someone bring you down

Something got me thinking tonight, not really BDSM related but relationship related, as I have kink relationships, you lovely lot can have my musings.

The end of a relationship can hurt, sometimes it tears you apart, others it just stings. The thing I’ve been soul-searching for recently is why it hurts. That I would guess varies by relationship and the nature of the break up. Here’s my theory though, when a relationship breaks down it does so for a reason. A party being unfaithful, whether physically, emotionally or just too reliant on the world of cyber sex, people grown apart, addictions or behaviour related disagreements.

All completely separate issues, but with one thing in common, when one of them destroys a relationship, was that relationship ever worth any fighting in the first place? Love, trust, mutual attraction build a relationship, be it one of lovers, kink or friendship, but when it breaks down everything is called into question. One party invariably ends up asking themselves “What was the point, wasn’t I worth it, was I ever loved”. A fact I’m just learning is, maybe there was no point, maybe to them you weren’t worth it, and maybe they didn’t love you, but somewhere someone will.

If someone leaves you feeling that way, you are worth better, because no one who loves you would ever make you doubt your own worth. Someone who makes you feel that way, will be full of excuses, it will never be their fault. They claim they can’t put their feelings into words, cant find a way to express themselves, in actual fact they just  couldn’t be arsed.

This week after a shitty break up and shittier relationship, i dusted myself down, pulled up my big girl pants and said no way, you don’t treat me this way anymore. It’s amazing how a shopping spree, a new hair cut  and a few compliments (okay I had a lot today my hair looks awesome it would seem lol) can put a spring back in your step.

I realised someone out there will love me, will show me that everyday, never make excuses and always make sure I know just how much I’m worth.Because that is what someone who cares about you does.

So next time you find yourself fighting and wondering what the hell for, remind yourself there is someone out there would fight for you, will show you what they and you are fighting for and make you happy every single day, even if not all day. Never settle for anything less, I sure wont be again.

Remember excuses are just that, meaningless words to try and convince you its your fault not theirs, its not your fault, it never was.

Vibrators, Butt Plugs and Shame

I recently joined a new sex toy website’s group of toy testers (good news for me and you as I’ll be sharing my wetness ratings later on 😉 ) and its got me thinking, why we choose the toys we do, why such a variety is available and the type of people who use them.

Even the stores we buy from are aimed at certain types of people, from high street conservative to online depravity. Personally I fall in to the depths of depravity, I have no need of a realistic vieny penis lookalike, I could find a Dom to service me in that area. Clearly though there’s a market from them, why do people want a rubber penis replica?

Is it that they feel it’s more acceptable, less depraved if it replicates the real thing? Is sex still such a dirty word that even our cravings have to be within certain boundaries? Is that why pink, glittery cute rabbit ears are so popular, so what we do with it seems less dirty?

My brief time so far on the companies Facebook group has proved sex is in high demand. As is the desire for freebies. Posts are constant all day long, “when will i get an item” from people who signed up only 12 hours previously. When they do receive them, they seem incapable of writing real reviews that actually encourage the reader (or discourage), they beg for sex, then can’t manage to string a coherent paragraph together about why the toy is or isn’t any good. Could it be that it’s just too embarrassing to come out of the realms of secret groups and post the facts in all their delightful details where people might see it?

Well my friends, to do my duty in the war against conformity, I love my sex toys, the cute, the dirty, the depraved. I don’t care if it cost me a tenner or sixty quid, if it looks pretty or like something out of the black lagoon. I buy them to enjoy myself, to enjoy with a partner, I refuse to be embarrassed or ashamed of that fact. My favourite toy is a cheap tiny silver bullet, I swear the vibrations on that thing could give a jet engine a run for its money. I’m also not afraid to share that just seeing that silver orgasm giver in my drawer of kinkiness gets me wet.

The world of sex toys is huge, everything from vibrating wands, to nipple enlarging contraptions right up to fucking machines, so why do these high street stores not stock the racier items? They stick to standard, to the expected and those who dont know to go looking for it never find the joy of the expanding dildo. Even porn (assuming your watching the standard stuff) sticks to the safe toys, without searching specifically for BDSM/Bondage/extreme youll see a nice pink vibe with pretty bunny ears. Even within the world of sex, the good stuff seems to be a  closely guarded secret, that only the most kinky find out about. The very people who try and make pleasure a buisness are only willing to do so publically, if it’s conservative.

Even when the atrocity that is 50 shades of grey became popular, Ann Summers only increased their lines to satin blindfolds, and soft leather paddles. Where was the real stuff that BDSMers enjoy, the biting cuffs, whips that really whip, pinwheels (mine came from a craft shop btw! You can find sex toys everywhere with my kind of mind) and everything that makes kink wonderful.

Life is too short, too dull to be confined to a dull sex life, dull conversations and pretending we don’t love to get down, dirty and soaking wet. Here’s to the giant vibrators, the riding crops, the inflatable butt plugs, life’s pleasures and lets hope that one day we can enjoy all these things without shame.

 

Once you’ve gone kink, you never go back?

Having come out of my kink relationship, someone told me a few days ago: ” I know if you have been messing around with BDSM you will very soon become bored “, this was in relation to having a non-kink relationship. When did how you like your sex become a deal breaker in relationships? At some point, even the kinkiest of couples have had vanilla sex, not every night can be about whips, chains, bells and whistles.  

Even vanilla couples have disagreements over sexual escapades. Anal is a common vanilla issue. Some like it, some hate it, but has a strong, loving relationship ever ended because of that? I doubt it.

You might have to switch the hard-core cuffs for fluffy ones, the nipple clamps for an occasional pinch, but isn’t being loved more important than being spanked?

The fact so many forget, is that a D/s relationship is forged on trust and some form of love. That’s the real thrill, the red ass cheeks are great, so is being screwed against a wall without warning and a hand over your mouth, but being cherished is what gets the blood really pumping.

If the relationship is strong, and the sex really is too vanilla, there’s compromise. If there’s one thing I do know, my last Dom was a rubbish boyfriend, I’d rather have a great boyfriend/lover/husband who is a rubbish or non-existent Dom.

I think some people are too convinced kink is an addiction, a compulsion, it’s not, its a lifestyle choice, a choice I, personally, can willing unmake for a man that knows how to love me properly.